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has been planning to go cycling with ivy since dunno when and actually had it all planned.... but at the last moment ivy unfortunately have diarrhoea.... & she can't make it as she's in pain....

well told the news to ain & din and din say maybe we should cancel the whole thing... was disappointed to hear this but expected it... cos it'll jus be the 3 of us if really did go cycling without ivy.... so after receiving the msg, i told ain abt cancelling the whole thing & she felt (or can say read) my disappointment.... so she suggested cycling next week morning before meeting with the rest at dunno where..... (havent decide on the place & time to meet for next week) & she say die die must make it one.... really appreciate this..... tks ain(muacks).... =D

i know my disappointment is not abt cancellation of the cycling thing but that it was an accumulation of all the disappointments i get from all the failed plans to meet up with my frens....

i'm always enthusiastic to hear that ppl wan to mit up to hang ard and i'm more than happy to do the planning & organising & helping out of outings, dinner dates, etc but the result usually hurts me.... becos those who replied, the msges i receive are usually not very positive... well at least those who replied make an effort to let me know they can't make it.... there are some who dun even reply which hurts even more....

Though i know this is wad i'll get from doing all these, i'll still do it becos i dun wan to regret not meeting up when we hav the opportunity.... but tink i'm the only one who feels this way ba....

haiz i sound so sad.... not like me at all.... hope i wun be writing more of such things in my blog...